sleep? nah
mannn.
i was up at 4 something today. in the morning that is. went and stayed with dave on base and slept for awhile while he was on duty. came back to the apartment momentarily and then back to base at 5:30 for his formation and i sat in the care for roughly 3 hours trying to sleep. went over to some office or another and got part of his check out sheet (btw, he got his 10 day letter to get out of usmc yesterday) signed and then to the company office to wait for graham. drove around, back to company office, over to another office, back to company, formation, back to the other office and then finally i got to come back here cause i was tired and had a headache and what not. they couldn't finish signing him out cause the servers were down or some stupid shit. so he had to go to formation.
we were going to go see pirates since he hasn't seen it yet, but i was so damn tired that i didn't seem up to it. instead we ordered chinese and watched television.
we went to bed a little while ago. but i didn't get very far into sleep. as soon as dave fell asleep i kinda started crying cause he's leaving monday at 7:30 am for lousiana. and of course i'm terribly sad about that. he had mentioned maybe staying here for a little while longer and working. and i got my hopes up that it might actually happen. or that he would go down to lousiana and visit with his family and chantel and then come back here for awhile. buuuut that was silly of me. i know he doesn't want to be in jacksonville anymore and he really wants to start working and all that so he can get the phone turned back on and get back on his feet. but i was allowed to hope right? but really, who am i to be selfish? i've had him two whole months and he hasn't seen chantel in like a year and a half. but anyways the cat meowed and woke him up and he kinda noticed i was upset so he calmed me down and we talked and yada yada yada, stuff you don't need to know about, yada yada yada. but he fell asleep again. and as freakin exhausted as i am, i just can't sleep. annnddd it sucks.
thank god i don't work tomorrow.
but of course i work monday. but i plan to be up here sunday since it's his last night and our 2 month anniversary. so i'll get to say goodbye (or "later" as danielle says) at about 6am when i wake up, unless he leaves for the station before then in which he'll say goodbye before he leaves. i really have no idea what his plans are in regards to all that.
i really am going to miss him. this last month before asheville is going to suck huge balls. so whomever wants to make me feel better by hanging out with me should call me sometime around 3:30 on monday. -hint hint-
things will work out. i just have to be positive and patient. why does life keep asking me to be two things i really have a hard time being? lol. damn life lesson crap. lol.
i might go try to sleep again.
.+. chelsea
an epidemic of the mannequins, contaminating everything
i was up at 4 something today. in the morning that is. went and stayed with dave on base and slept for awhile while he was on duty. came back to the apartment momentarily and then back to base at 5:30 for his formation and i sat in the care for roughly 3 hours trying to sleep. went over to some office or another and got part of his check out sheet (btw, he got his 10 day letter to get out of usmc yesterday) signed and then to the company office to wait for graham. drove around, back to company office, over to another office, back to company, formation, back to the other office and then finally i got to come back here cause i was tired and had a headache and what not. they couldn't finish signing him out cause the servers were down or some stupid shit. so he had to go to formation.
we were going to go see pirates since he hasn't seen it yet, but i was so damn tired that i didn't seem up to it. instead we ordered chinese and watched television.
we went to bed a little while ago. but i didn't get very far into sleep. as soon as dave fell asleep i kinda started crying cause he's leaving monday at 7:30 am for lousiana. and of course i'm terribly sad about that. he had mentioned maybe staying here for a little while longer and working. and i got my hopes up that it might actually happen. or that he would go down to lousiana and visit with his family and chantel and then come back here for awhile. buuuut that was silly of me. i know he doesn't want to be in jacksonville anymore and he really wants to start working and all that so he can get the phone turned back on and get back on his feet. but i was allowed to hope right? but really, who am i to be selfish? i've had him two whole months and he hasn't seen chantel in like a year and a half. but anyways the cat meowed and woke him up and he kinda noticed i was upset so he calmed me down and we talked and yada yada yada, stuff you don't need to know about, yada yada yada. but he fell asleep again. and as freakin exhausted as i am, i just can't sleep. annnddd it sucks.
thank god i don't work tomorrow.
but of course i work monday. but i plan to be up here sunday since it's his last night and our 2 month anniversary. so i'll get to say goodbye (or "later" as danielle says) at about 6am when i wake up, unless he leaves for the station before then in which he'll say goodbye before he leaves. i really have no idea what his plans are in regards to all that.
i really am going to miss him. this last month before asheville is going to suck huge balls. so whomever wants to make me feel better by hanging out with me should call me sometime around 3:30 on monday. -hint hint-
things will work out. i just have to be positive and patient. why does life keep asking me to be two things i really have a hard time being? lol. damn life lesson crap. lol.
i might go try to sleep again.
.+. chelsea
an epidemic of the mannequins, contaminating everything