attack!
this morning i actually got in the car to go to church class and cryed because my mom has degraged me so badly! what the clogged sink? seriously! all she can ever do is put me down! never " wow chantal, you look nice," or "you did a nice job on your mosaic," its always... " this could have used this or that.." nothing is ever good enough for her! she needs to move abck to orange county where she can live her snotty rich life away from me and my family!~ i would say to her.. "GET OFF MY PLANET!!!"
ok im dont venting about her now! ( only not, but ill stop!) she friggin read my journal! ahhhhhhh! the nerve! even emily hasnt read my journal! thats sooooo personl!
ok so.. on to the good stuff! (even tho im sure ian will read this....) i walked into 5th hour ( seriously still depressed over not having a mom..) and he was sitting in there all alone! i felt like i should be really quite just so i could watch his reaction when he did look up. then i saw his eyes.... and i melted! it was great! if he only knew! seriously! ok so we had casual convo, and it was great! i liked it! i get pleasure out of simple things what can i say!?! then being the idiot i was, i had to embaress myself! grr! i hate how i freeze up around that guy!
after school i tanned! i look hot!(but only in places you cant see yet! ahh!) then i broke tiles, and pieced them together! it was fun! i love it!
i went to "show" with chef, and it was cool, i never realized how much i knew about cooking and stuff until i taught it to other ppl!
i have a new thing to try tomorrow (looks) and im hoping it looks nice, no promises! ahh! ok well i have nothing more to say other than what greg put in his info....
Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.
ok im dont venting about her now! ( only not, but ill stop!) she friggin read my journal! ahhhhhhh! the nerve! even emily hasnt read my journal! thats sooooo personl!
ok so.. on to the good stuff! (even tho im sure ian will read this....) i walked into 5th hour ( seriously still depressed over not having a mom..) and he was sitting in there all alone! i felt like i should be really quite just so i could watch his reaction when he did look up. then i saw his eyes.... and i melted! it was great! if he only knew! seriously! ok so we had casual convo, and it was great! i liked it! i get pleasure out of simple things what can i say!?! then being the idiot i was, i had to embaress myself! grr! i hate how i freeze up around that guy!
after school i tanned! i look hot!(but only in places you cant see yet! ahh!) then i broke tiles, and pieced them together! it was fun! i love it!
i went to "show" with chef, and it was cool, i never realized how much i knew about cooking and stuff until i taught it to other ppl!
i have a new thing to try tomorrow (looks) and im hoping it looks nice, no promises! ahh! ok well i have nothing more to say other than what greg put in his info....
Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.