the day
i went to nicoles house and chilled all day, i decided that school wasnt important enough to stay at, so we made cookies for all the ppl she leases aprts to. it was fun! and we cryed about ppl, and junk, and then i felt better, cuz i havet let most of that stuff out. its really hard to morn over someone who you dont want to morn over because it will never end. i guess my way with dealing with my loss is being nicer to other ppl. im so glad that ppl who are so perfect in my eye like thate give up thier lives and all they have to protect us and be all they know how to be for us. granted i will miss him, but as everyone does, we still have lives ot lead, and sitting around crying isnt what thate would have in mind for us. im almost afraid to look in my picture box, in fear i may stumble across a pic of him. or worse, a pic of the 2 of us. but anyway. enough with depressing stuff...
em and i exchanged gifts today, ems mom got me my fac movie! PRACTICAL MAGIC! woot! and em gots me starbucks CG, and... wait for it! NOODLE MACHINE! woooooooohoooooo! im sooooo excited to us it! wow am i a freak or what? lol so i got hm from ems house, and checked the mail! and i gots a letter from a long lost friend! but i dont think i can open it and read, im affraid to. maybe tomorrow! lol im sure its nothing bad, but what if its too good? lol yeah, like any of you ppl have any idea what i mean! lol, but im tired and have massive headache.. wait... i have had a massive headache for... mmm.. let me count... 15 days now! how exciting! count down to kat scan.... 12 days~
2 DAYS! woooooohooooooooo! im excited! i love xmas! woot!
nite yall! have a super duper holiday!
:) and yes mormans celebrate christmas! its a christan holiday! lol :) peace!
em and i exchanged gifts today, ems mom got me my fac movie! PRACTICAL MAGIC! woot! and em gots me starbucks CG, and... wait for it! NOODLE MACHINE! woooooooohoooooo! im sooooo excited to us it! wow am i a freak or what? lol so i got hm from ems house, and checked the mail! and i gots a letter from a long lost friend! but i dont think i can open it and read, im affraid to. maybe tomorrow! lol im sure its nothing bad, but what if its too good? lol yeah, like any of you ppl have any idea what i mean! lol, but im tired and have massive headache.. wait... i have had a massive headache for... mmm.. let me count... 15 days now! how exciting! count down to kat scan.... 12 days~
2 DAYS! woooooohooooooooo! im excited! i love xmas! woot!
nite yall! have a super duper holiday!
:) and yes mormans celebrate christmas! its a christan holiday! lol :) peace!