Somebody That I Used To Know
Title: Somebody That I Used To Know 1/?
Pairings: EunHae, mention of KyuMin
Rating: R (just in case)
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: Offered to buy them boys, got threatened to be sued. unfortunately do not own them boys, just the fic :(
Warning: yaoi. don't read if you aren't comfortable with yaoi.
Summary: I have you. You have me. What else did we need? Nothing!!
[I was happy. You were too. Or so I thought.]
Before you start reading I'd like to tell that this is my First Fic in LJ, ever. So just to be on the safe side, i'll say that its not much. and i'll to come up with better next time. /pouts. It might be a one shot thing or if i get some ideas i might actually extend it. but since i am so lazy, idk. we'll have to find out together. ^^ And another thing, this shot will almost entirely be in Donghae's point of view and almost the whole of this shot will be in 1st and 2nd person. There will be a lot of reminiscing so the italics will basically be the 'past'.. so~~ here we go..
'Ahh' Even as I wake up with this terrible headache and I reach out for you in the bed all I find is emptiness. Yes, that's all I have left ever since you decided to go take up that cursed job. I make my way towards bathroom, massaging my temples, making a note that this was the third time I had woken up with this blasted Migraine in a month. Thank you very much mom!! Gosh!! this hurts so bad. I rummage inside the bathroom cabinet for some painkillers and well ahh!! I fucking had to run out of fucking medicine now.? Just my luck. aaArgh!! I don't have the courage to even go out get medicines for this goddamned migraine, not in the scorching sun. Aish!! Hyukjae why aren't you here when I need you right now.
I splashed my face with some water hoping that it might at least do 'something'. Looking up at the mirror I only see a lonely, worn out man with hair sticking out everywhere, eye-bags and dark-circles, the shadow of what I once was. We had everything, I had you, you had me, our dogs Choco and Bada and that studio that we owned together, that small but steady source of income. What else did we need? Nothing!! I was happy. You were too. Or so I thought.
- I still remember that blasted evening, seven months ago when you just had to run into that cursed friend of yours from High School at the store who just HAD to brag about the world tour that him and his boyfriend had just come from. I slammed the door quite hard at that memory. I think I should go fix myself some breakfast. What was his name again? Cho something. aish!! forget it.
It was like my our perfect little world just got hit by a terrible storm turning everything upside down. You changed overnight. I couldn't recognize you. It was as if you were possessed, as if in some kind of competition, I just didn't know with whom. I look down at the pancake and I start feeling the bile rise up in my throat as I remember our 'little' conversation later that night at dinner.
''Donghae-ah'' you called out to me as I was serving the broccoli on your plate, with the still-preoccupied look on your face. I looked up startled. You never called me 'Donghae', ever. ''What's the matter with you honey? you look like 'someone' just stole your boxers and you're contemplating whether on not to report to the police about it'' I chuckle lightly, trying to brighten up the 'atmosphere', still concerned though. ''Are you happy here, with me?'' Still not looking up at me you whispered almost inaudibly. I almost dropped the bowl that I was holding. I made my way towards you and fast, around the table, forcing you to look me in the eye. ''what is it honey? I know something's been bothering you since evening'' my heart was beating rather very fast and I forced myself to be calm and not start panicking. Forced myself to not jump into conclusions. You start to turn away but I held you in place suddenly feeling very anxious. Looking down at your lap as if there was something very interesting you slowly started speaking and I had to really strain my ears to even understand what you were mumbling. ''Donghae-ah I've been thinking. Actually a lot since evening'' You let out a troubled breath. After a small pause you continued, still not looking up ''I met an old friend of mine, a junior to be exact' .tsk!! What was his name again? I start racking my brain. oh yeah. Kyuhyun. Cho Kyuhyun.
''Donghae-ah, Kyuhyun was a year junior to us but he used to hang out a lot with me and my friends since he was dating Sungmin. You remember him don't you, my childhood friend'' I dragged a chair and sat right in front of you. 'hah Sungmin. How can I not remember him when all he does is grope your ass when I am not looking?' I was surprised at the venom in my voice. Chuckling at me you continued ''that's not the point. I met Kyu at the store earlier in the evening. He looked great'' I was more confused now than I was a minute before. I slowly let out that breath that I had surprisingly been holding, suddenly starting to really get annoyed by this whole Kyu-Min thing. "okie.. so what is it that you are trying to tell me here?" ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
N.B: I know this was short but please bear with me.. more coming in a few hours..