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I feel like shit...It feels like I got my heart broke again. I dont understand why this always happen, why cant she just leave me alone? Why cant the past stay in the past? My life seems to be turning into a useless struggle to keep my sanity. Yes, I do miss her and she still haunts today, lingering like a bad dream. Not Rachel, were still together and happy. Its kind of funny how the past has a way of going back to being the present, atleast in your head, bringing with it the bitter sweet taste of regret. Im afraid Im gonna fall back into my old habits. I cant live this way. When will she let me be!! I just want my life, and my love, back...
-ted
-ted