Bill enclosed.
I have not written anything in a long time. By the time I get through Facebook and MySpace, I never remember my poor LiveJournal, which is really quite unfortunate, seeing as I have had it since I was fifteen years old. Moving on, I am addicted to sugar - but NOT Snickers bars. I am bored, I am lonesome, I am tired, I am restless. Obviously, I have NO idea what to do with myself as of late.
I used to believe that it was best to never expect anything of anyone except myself, because being let down had always been a constant in my life and I had grown quite tired of this long ago. The only way to escape this was to simply not care. I have since come to realize that this was a fallacy, and if nothing else, a tragedy. To believe that anyone could ever meander through life having no faith at all in anything whatsoever is utterly impractical, and somewhat shallow, for lack of better terms. However, despite whatever faith there may still be had regardless and elsewhere, there is absolutely no denying that the mutation of one's very best friends into only wishes and memories after years and years of unobligated faithful loyalty and love
EFFING BURNS.
On the "up" side, I am able now to more fully focus on the only thing that has proven to be worth the effort. Constantly, unobligated, faithfully, and loyally.
The only way out is through!
I used to believe that it was best to never expect anything of anyone except myself, because being let down had always been a constant in my life and I had grown quite tired of this long ago. The only way to escape this was to simply not care. I have since come to realize that this was a fallacy, and if nothing else, a tragedy. To believe that anyone could ever meander through life having no faith at all in anything whatsoever is utterly impractical, and somewhat shallow, for lack of better terms. However, despite whatever faith there may still be had regardless and elsewhere, there is absolutely no denying that the mutation of one's very best friends into only wishes and memories after years and years of unobligated faithful loyalty and love
EFFING BURNS.
On the "up" side, I am able now to more fully focus on the only thing that has proven to be worth the effort. Constantly, unobligated, faithfully, and loyally.
The only way out is through!