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school has been going ok so far..i have at least one person i know in ever class so thats good. im haveing trouble finding out where im gunna fit in this year. cuz last year when everything started going good and i found my place in the piles and piles of ppl things changed but o well its ok...
im haveing trouble tooning out the cussing. cuz i just go used to not haveing to edit what ppl are saying and ahh i hate it..im getting use to it i think and i dont like that.
jordan is gunna leave on the 29th. im kinda worried how im gunna be after that. the main thing im worried about is the ppl im gunna be around. cuz i know when she leaves im gunna cry (and i have a few times in the last 2 wks or so) and i dont wanna cry at school. i think it scares ppl or sumthing lol. expecial ppl that know me well. cuz there are so many ppl that i know that have never ever seen me cry and i have known them for years and years. i dont know i just dont want ppl to freak out on me or get all weird. and i dont like to be all sad and what not..it kinda stinks but eh ill get over it.
im haveing trouble tooning out the cussing. cuz i just go used to not haveing to edit what ppl are saying and ahh i hate it..im getting use to it i think and i dont like that.
jordan is gunna leave on the 29th. im kinda worried how im gunna be after that. the main thing im worried about is the ppl im gunna be around. cuz i know when she leaves im gunna cry (and i have a few times in the last 2 wks or so) and i dont wanna cry at school. i think it scares ppl or sumthing lol. expecial ppl that know me well. cuz there are so many ppl that i know that have never ever seen me cry and i have known them for years and years. i dont know i just dont want ppl to freak out on me or get all weird. and i dont like to be all sad and what not..it kinda stinks but eh ill get over it.