Holiday
I passed my first year! And i'm well chuffed with it! Beause i worked like a horse and my lectureres have more patience than Hindi Cows.
I went to see Tokoyo Drift last night with Robin and i am not kidding, i very nearly came. Seriously. There was the sexiest impreza's ever. And just. Wow. Drift Racing. Its like, one of my favourites and you know what? There isn't any in Scotland. Because Scotland is shite.
What else what else? Erm, i've been hiding from the world for a couple of days. In Robins bed. Because i'm going away tonight and it was his 20th the other day and i wanted to get as much time with him as possible. I don't think i've ever laughed so much or wanted anyone as much in my life. And i feel myself go like "Two and a half months? We've only been going out for two and a half months???" because, well, because he's so amazing and i feel like i know him so well and we're lying and 'm just like, this is the way people are meant to be. Y;know?
When you're just lying and you feel like you don't have to talk? And when you do, it doesn't disturb the other person. And i feel like i've found a home with him. I realise that makes me sound like a pure abandoned puppy but well,he makes me feel so comfortable and so happy. No ones been able to do that in a long time. Actually, i feel like, i've gotten myself in deeper than i wanted to be. And i panicked something aweful the other day but he was all "Hey, hey, cool it," and we exchanged words and i had a little cry but i'm fine now.
You know what i love??? I love that he gives me kisses! I love that i don't have to hold him and constantly watch what i'm saying with him and i feel so safe with him. I know he won't let anyone hurt me. o0o0o0o0o and you know what?? Know what??? I like being adored goddammit. And no one's gonna hurt him. Specially not me. Naha.
Brycey: I'm sorry love, i'll see you when i get back, i promise
Andrew: the exact same! You know i love you!
David: i miss you too luvie. We'll deffo get together and be all happy and act like sado's. Maybe we'll watch Conan? Or Indiana Jones? How sexy is that mann.... sigh....
Bye xxx