Apr 11, 2006 07:49
A little song, thats helping, a little. I'm feeling like shite, weak and empty. Like a vase. But there'sa song, a sad little song thats helping me out, and i want you all to appreciate it, because its the thing thats keeping me breathing, keeping me alive. Well, that and Nik. Giving me somethings to live for, because when i think of Nik, i think of Ska, and sun, and grass, and laughing, and everything thats happy. So, something else that i know is happy music : Edna's Goldfish. So here's that song.
I saw you sitting there
Looking on top of the world
He was holding you like you were his
You didn't see me but,
I was there last night
His arms around you holding you tight
Now I know that you aren't mine
And I'll try... to get a little better
Maybe things can be a little better
Cause I know that you know that things are never gonna change
Was it you or was it me that's making me feel so fucking empty
Like the bottle I drank last night to ease that pain
Without you I'll never be the same
Why are you walking away?
Did I mean that little to you anyway?
Are you forgetting my name?
Will I mean that little to you...
Eventually, anyway
Yep, i'm filling my life with songs like this, because they make me happy. Because Robin hates them lmao. Ok, doesn't hate them, but dislikes them. Because he's strange. And yes, i'm being emo. And yes, i'm possibly over-reacting, but i'm allowed to, because its taken 3 weeks to sink in. And its taken 3 weeks to get over it. Yes, get over it. Ladies and gentlemen, not only am i 100% Rhona again, but i'm also happy. I'm happy, as long as the music is.
xxx