Mar 23, 2006 11:20
So, what is my life about?
Melodrama and hysterics. I feel like thats all thats going on in my life right now. Like teh world is full of big bad drag Queens.
Hopefully it'll calm down eventually...
I'm going to have a driving lesson in like 10mins, Tom is late but thats cool, cause hten i wouldn't be updating.
I stared at my ceiling for the whole night last night. After getting off the phone to Louise. I have no call time of texts left in my phone, first time thats ever happened.
What am i doing today? I'm going for a driving lesson then i'm going to Louise's dads to rescue her. She has no money. i'm going down to pick her up and bring her back here. She might even stay over. She's in need of some luvin; the poor chicken. Yes, i cancelled my plans with a boy of gettin drunk/high/wasted etc for my ex. Clever girl me.
Friday: doing nothin i don't think. Saturday: meeting Nik and Mark, who is depressed. I think. Mark hasn't actually texted me back. He's probs still sleepin. Sunday: going to dinner with both sides of my family. Thats like 30 people. Thats nearly a restraunt full.... fuckit man, my two grans jus don't get on but my aunts n uncles are coming up from England so i'm totally lookin forward to it! I'm not carin about the arguements. I get to see my uncle Jim and my uncle Billy. Thats totally great! They'll sort my head out.
My uncle Jim has this amazing ability to pick me up, clean me off, give me a pat on the head and make me world ok again. When i ran away from home, well, the place where i lived with my mum and her bastard of a boyfriend, thats where i went. My uncle Jims. And he made my world ok again. So this is what i'm looking forward to. My world being sorted out. Right now its kinda skewed.
Anyhow, see ya laters xxx