Much Better!!!!
Wow- big difference!!!!
I've been so exhausted lately!!! I mean, I'll be sooooo tired, but when I lay to sleep, that's when the thoughts come and my mind runs non-stop for about two hours before I'm able to fall asleep. It's crazy, but I guess it's necessary. When I woke up this morning, I turned my alarm clock off and went back to sleep. I'm so grateful that my Mom let me sleep today because I really felt better after waking up for the second time. I finally arrived to school about 15 minutes before the lunch bell- I thought it was pretty funny, but I don't know why!!! Well, Tyler and I went to the dance room for a cup of soup and then we- including Alice went to Bassett so Tyler could play video games. I had a relaxing time. 5th period was so much better. Mr. Uribe really tried hard today. I'm proud of him. I feel for him- not pity or anything like that, but sometimes he doesn't stand up for himself. The kids in the class say obscene comments and act inhumanely and they are soooooo disrespectful toward him. I talked to him again after class today and apologized. I told him I could have approached the situation a little differently, but that I was speaking from my heart. He thanked me and said he went home and thought about what I had said and he agrees. I then told him that I understand that he doesn't want to be uptight like most other teachers are and that I think he is really great person- he deserves respect and I felt that he should have more pride in himself to speak up on his behalf. Since the first day, he allowed toooooo much leniecy that now, no one takes him seriously- it's all chaotic. Ya know? We're definitely on better terms though and we have an understanding of each other. After school, I drove around for a while and came to my G-ma's house to spend time with her, my uncle, and my 2 year old cousin Kiara. I love her with every ounce of love in me!!!! When I got online to check my mail- he really made my day!!!! That was so sweet- He knows who he is!!!! I hope this leads to a wonderful friendship!!!! It's wonderful to hear that someone truely cares and isn't just saying things to say them. Wow.........the questions I have for the future!!!! I hope that in time, we'll be able to hang out and enjoy nature together- maybe go for coffee or just take a walk somewhere. Time tells everything and I'm willing to wait for time!!! He sees past the tears- I don't want to say too much. Thank you so much!!!! You made me feel so special. ::Smiling:: Well, I'm getting ready to go home now- I have some art to indulge in and so tunes to sing along with. I'm going to bed early tonight- if all goes as intended. Take care and always have a hand to hold- it makes life easier even if you don't have anything to say.
Winking at you,
Brittany Leigh
APOLOGY CONSIDERED?
YESTERDAY, I SAID MY FINAL GOODBYE AGAIN
NO TIME TO WASTE- YOU PUSHED ME AWAY
THIS CRUMBLES MY WORLD- LIKE MY HAND
DOES TO A PAPER
AIRPLANE
*I DREAM THAT YOU
ARE RINGING MY DOOR
AND I HOPE FOR LOVE
THAT YOU’LL RETURN FOR MORE.
TODAY, I’LL GIVE YOU A CALL AGAIN
WITH TEARS ON CHEEKS- I’LL TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME
WHILE I’M LOOKING BACK- AT OUR PAST
I’LL DREAM OF OUR “FRIEND-
SHIP” LASTING
*I DREAM THAT YOU
ARE RINGING MY DOOR
AND I HOPE FOR LOVE
THAT YOU’LL RETURN FOR MORE.
A QUICK BLINK OF MY EYES
THREE OR FOUR TIMES
FLASHBACKS OF WHEN I FELT ALIVE
AND THE BEATS OF “OUR” SONGS
THAT YOU’D SING- KNOCK WITH EVERY
TWITCH OF MY RIGHT EYE.
*I DREAM- THAT YOU
ARE RINGING MY DOOR
AND I HOPE FOR LOVE
THAT I’LL BE BETTER SOON
THAT YOU’LL BE BETTER SOON
WE’LL BE BETTER SOON
AND FOR LOVE…….
THAT YOU’LL SOMEDAY RETURN FOR MORE.
I wrote this after the breakup- it's wishful thinking.
I've been so exhausted lately!!! I mean, I'll be sooooo tired, but when I lay to sleep, that's when the thoughts come and my mind runs non-stop for about two hours before I'm able to fall asleep. It's crazy, but I guess it's necessary. When I woke up this morning, I turned my alarm clock off and went back to sleep. I'm so grateful that my Mom let me sleep today because I really felt better after waking up for the second time. I finally arrived to school about 15 minutes before the lunch bell- I thought it was pretty funny, but I don't know why!!! Well, Tyler and I went to the dance room for a cup of soup and then we- including Alice went to Bassett so Tyler could play video games. I had a relaxing time. 5th period was so much better. Mr. Uribe really tried hard today. I'm proud of him. I feel for him- not pity or anything like that, but sometimes he doesn't stand up for himself. The kids in the class say obscene comments and act inhumanely and they are soooooo disrespectful toward him. I talked to him again after class today and apologized. I told him I could have approached the situation a little differently, but that I was speaking from my heart. He thanked me and said he went home and thought about what I had said and he agrees. I then told him that I understand that he doesn't want to be uptight like most other teachers are and that I think he is really great person- he deserves respect and I felt that he should have more pride in himself to speak up on his behalf. Since the first day, he allowed toooooo much leniecy that now, no one takes him seriously- it's all chaotic. Ya know? We're definitely on better terms though and we have an understanding of each other. After school, I drove around for a while and came to my G-ma's house to spend time with her, my uncle, and my 2 year old cousin Kiara. I love her with every ounce of love in me!!!! When I got online to check my mail- he really made my day!!!! That was so sweet- He knows who he is!!!! I hope this leads to a wonderful friendship!!!! It's wonderful to hear that someone truely cares and isn't just saying things to say them. Wow.........the questions I have for the future!!!! I hope that in time, we'll be able to hang out and enjoy nature together- maybe go for coffee or just take a walk somewhere. Time tells everything and I'm willing to wait for time!!! He sees past the tears- I don't want to say too much. Thank you so much!!!! You made me feel so special. ::Smiling:: Well, I'm getting ready to go home now- I have some art to indulge in and so tunes to sing along with. I'm going to bed early tonight- if all goes as intended. Take care and always have a hand to hold- it makes life easier even if you don't have anything to say.
Winking at you,
Brittany Leigh
APOLOGY CONSIDERED?
YESTERDAY, I SAID MY FINAL GOODBYE AGAIN
NO TIME TO WASTE- YOU PUSHED ME AWAY
THIS CRUMBLES MY WORLD- LIKE MY HAND
DOES TO A PAPER
AIRPLANE
*I DREAM THAT YOU
ARE RINGING MY DOOR
AND I HOPE FOR LOVE
THAT YOU’LL RETURN FOR MORE.
TODAY, I’LL GIVE YOU A CALL AGAIN
WITH TEARS ON CHEEKS- I’LL TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME
WHILE I’M LOOKING BACK- AT OUR PAST
I’LL DREAM OF OUR “FRIEND-
SHIP” LASTING
*I DREAM THAT YOU
ARE RINGING MY DOOR
AND I HOPE FOR LOVE
THAT YOU’LL RETURN FOR MORE.
A QUICK BLINK OF MY EYES
THREE OR FOUR TIMES
FLASHBACKS OF WHEN I FELT ALIVE
AND THE BEATS OF “OUR” SONGS
THAT YOU’D SING- KNOCK WITH EVERY
TWITCH OF MY RIGHT EYE.
*I DREAM- THAT YOU
ARE RINGING MY DOOR
AND I HOPE FOR LOVE
THAT I’LL BE BETTER SOON
THAT YOU’LL BE BETTER SOON
WE’LL BE BETTER SOON
AND FOR LOVE…….
THAT YOU’LL SOMEDAY RETURN FOR MORE.
I wrote this after the breakup- it's wishful thinking.