nothing is ever free
its over
i can't belive it, i've the only person i've ever cryed this hard about was remy, and thats because i was in love with him. maybe keely and robin are right maybe i do love nathanel, i know i love him as a friend. and now that friendship is over. i guess in the end it just got to hard for him, trying to ignor feelings you can't ignor. i don't know. i do know last night was the breaking point. but i think it would have happend anyway, eventuly. i just wish it had not, i wish i could fix it, i want his friendship so much, i need his friendship so much. i don't really know what to do without it, i feel empty and draind and so very lost.
why?
i can't belive it, i've the only person i've ever cryed this hard about was remy, and thats because i was in love with him. maybe keely and robin are right maybe i do love nathanel, i know i love him as a friend. and now that friendship is over. i guess in the end it just got to hard for him, trying to ignor feelings you can't ignor. i don't know. i do know last night was the breaking point. but i think it would have happend anyway, eventuly. i just wish it had not, i wish i could fix it, i want his friendship so much, i need his friendship so much. i don't really know what to do without it, i feel empty and draind and so very lost.
why?