May 17, 2005 21:52
Well the good news has now turned into bad news with mom. She has uterine cancer. She is going to talk to her doctor on the phone tomorrow and schedule a surgery date. It's sucks so bad that it's taken like 4 months to figure this out. We really haven't been getting that much of a run around. My mom hates going to the doctor and from what I hear it really does take this long to find out whats wrong. It took me like 3 months to find out I had endometriosis. They didn't even know until they went in. But anyway, we are all staying very positive about mom. I'm staying strong around her and trying not to annoy her with questions. Other people in the family have been getting pretty pushy about knowing whats going on. It's like a 50/50 feeling we get from the. 50% compassionate feelings/50% selfish feelings(I want to know whats going on so I don't have to worry). At first I was that way. Now I'm about 80/20, because my mom has talked to me about her frustrations. People have a lot of suggestions, but that's not going to help her right now. I've preached my gosphel of raw foods and veganism to her and felt very closed minded once I did that strangely enough.
On to other notes:
- Doing great on the property: We finished hanging our dry wall ceiling today. I installed doorhandles that lock yesterday. I bought a BOSCH construction stereo. It really helps to have music while we work out there. It's a lot more fun that way.
- Going camping with John FRI SAT SUN, probably grab a hotel room on the way back so we can clean up and relax a little before coming home. I'm excited to see some old friends from Rose. I remember how fun the Theta Xi parties were. If it's the crowd I think it's going to be at the camp ground it's going to be a lotta fun. They weren't the typical Frat. They listened to industrial, hippie, classical, called their cat God, had a nuclear fallout party and a threw bowling balls out the window at old monitors. I had so much fun there! I would go there and hang out with Kray(this is him and his girlfriends birthday party campout we are going to), watch Jackass, Orgazmo, and listened to Anal Cunt. Other than that I remember drinking Guiness with Nixon and laughing at lot at their house.