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you dont always have to be alive to feel alive. like right now im on a computer talking about feeling alive while listening to coolio 1234 (get yo woman on tha flo) but i mean... i am alive. im so alive. sometimes i think your brain tries to destroy itself by telling itself that you shuold be doing something else that what youre doing isnt actually productive and you are worse off for it, but really its fine and everything is relative so whateva just do yo thang hoooomie. but anyway, your brain wants to destroy itself because if it let your happiness take over you will become more open minded to everything in the world, not cynical and jaded. and if youre more open minded youre willing to do more with your mind and in that we will eventually start using more of our brains. percentage wise. as in, we only use 10% now... we would start using like... 20 and 30% it would eventually get to the point where we were using ALL of our brains. now all this brain power is all well and good, ....but the thing is, throughout our evolution, as we got smarter, we had more of an impact on the earth- a negative impact. imagine then, what our world would end up being if we had evolved to using 100% of our brain. effectively we would destroy ourselves from pollution, war ect. so... somehow somewhere inside us figured that out... and no species is going to want to die, we are all programmed to survive... so somewhere deep in our subconscious, our brain works this out and is all like "im gonna be FUCKING SAD ALL THE GODDAMN TIME. you will NEVER know true happiness and as such will always wallow in underachivement and thus an early demise without seeing your true destructive capabilities. youre fucking welcome."
man i just read over this. im so rediculous. *muah*
man i just read over this. im so rediculous. *muah*