Mar 21, 2005 01:35
suh. i hung out with shawn tonight and he had absinthe and i got really nervous because duh, i get nervous around shit i havent tried thats supposed to be "holy shit this stuff is tuff!" so i only drank like a shot an a half and it just increased my previous buzz. moral of the story: i have to drink more of the stuff so i can be like "yo bitches i was totally fucked up off tha shit that made edgar allen go cray-zay." actually not. but i dont want to waste a golden opportunity with something that you cant buy in the good ol us of a. and besides, its green and tastes like black liquorish. sp? i dun curr.
sometimes i get on this kick where im like "im going to destroy myself!!!! hahahahaha!!!" yeah and i think its a great idea because im just like "guh. life. WHATEVER"
then my mouth tastes like tobacco and i just want to sleep because my head hurts.
went to the library today and got some quantum mechanics books. those should be pretty awesome for spring break. and then i was looking up stuff about religion. during that time i realized that i dont want a religion, i want to know everyhting about every religion and in that i feel closer to god.
hahahhahaha. wooaaahhh. what a hippie bitch thing to say. seriosly though. fuck. you. because im serious. basically i just want to know everything i can because it never ceases to blow me away and through that i believe in something beyond me and my libido.
what?
no really. thats my life.
fasten those pants for a lap dance. mmmm. there aint no tits on the radio. im out.