*points to the above comment* I feel the same way. You've been through so much... you know you're all in my heart, and that I cried along with you when I found out about Mia. I wanted everything to be okay for you so badly, you had (and still have) a love for your little girl that I wish more mothers had. I don't know what else to say. I can't fathom the pain that you're in right now, and I wish I could come up with something that would magically fix everything for you, but I can't, and that bothers me.
Honestly? I wouldn't even wish a tragedy like this on Meredith. Now you KNOW my condolences are sincere... okay, maybe humour is inappropriate right now, but you know how I am. I get too serious and I pull out the defense mechanism. It's true, though... no one deserves to go through something like this, especially not someone as sweet and purely good as you are. You are remarkable for holding together as well as you have. And that doesn't mean that you should feel bad for not being sadder or for not having been completely destroyed by this. I believe that Mia is looking down on you and Gaib from heaven and wishes that she could be in your arms, but is glad that you are continuing to go on with your life. Like all daughters, she doesn't want to see her mommy in pain.
And neither do I, honey. *hugs* Love to you and Gaib.
Honestly? I wouldn't even wish a tragedy like this on Meredith. Now you KNOW my condolences are sincere... okay, maybe humour is inappropriate right now, but you know how I am. I get too serious and I pull out the defense mechanism. It's true, though... no one deserves to go through something like this, especially not someone as sweet and purely good as you are. You are remarkable for holding together as well as you have. And that doesn't mean that you should feel bad for not being sadder or for not having been completely destroyed by this. I believe that Mia is looking down on you and Gaib from heaven and wishes that she could be in your arms, but is glad that you are continuing to go on with your life. Like all daughters, she doesn't want to see her mommy in pain.
And neither do I, honey. *hugs* Love to you and Gaib.
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