I tell you how I feel but you don't care.
I think I’ve finally experienced my breaking point. This week has just sucked.
We still don’t have any information about getting our house fixed. Our lawyer is slow as hell, and if it rains one more day this week we might just float away. I’ve decided I really do not like Pulaski. I guess it was only a matter of time for me to be over it. I was hoping that I would enjoy it here more.. but so far it’s been nothing but trouble. Tuesday was soccer where Jason and I both were attacked by a crazy parent pissed off because her son didn’t get to play in the game. It was an oversight, Jason apologized but after calling me a bitch, she decided she had to call the Principal at home and actually went to the Vice Principal’s house to complain. I was completely heart broken by Jason’s response, which included me sitting with the parents and no longer helping him. I can’t explain the feeling but it was as if he was saying it was my fault, and as punishment I would have to sit with that crazy lady. Luckily the game today was cancelled so I didn’t have to cry like a baby because my feelings where hurt, or worry about getting jumped by her and her 9 kids (no 9 is not a typo, she had 9 kids classy huh?). My shadowing this week has been pretty uneventful. I don’t know why but our office as well as the OT’s office has been dead?! I guess it’s because of spring break and the rainy weather. I don’t know but it sucks. I think I’m going to go insane if I don’t find out about school soon. How long do I have to wait?! It’s been weeks… I need to know. I hate the unknown, and I hate the idea that if I don’t get in I’m going to have to find a job down here. However, the worst news come from this evening, my dad’s not feeling well and as I write this pointless blog he sits in the ER. I feel helpless 90 minutes away, and very alone. I am suffering from some serious depression. What really sucks is normally I’d sit here and eat to alter my mood… but I’m trying to be good. I really do want to lose weight and be healthy. I can’t wait for this shitty week to be over with.
We still don’t have any information about getting our house fixed. Our lawyer is slow as hell, and if it rains one more day this week we might just float away. I’ve decided I really do not like Pulaski. I guess it was only a matter of time for me to be over it. I was hoping that I would enjoy it here more.. but so far it’s been nothing but trouble. Tuesday was soccer where Jason and I both were attacked by a crazy parent pissed off because her son didn’t get to play in the game. It was an oversight, Jason apologized but after calling me a bitch, she decided she had to call the Principal at home and actually went to the Vice Principal’s house to complain. I was completely heart broken by Jason’s response, which included me sitting with the parents and no longer helping him. I can’t explain the feeling but it was as if he was saying it was my fault, and as punishment I would have to sit with that crazy lady. Luckily the game today was cancelled so I didn’t have to cry like a baby because my feelings where hurt, or worry about getting jumped by her and her 9 kids (no 9 is not a typo, she had 9 kids classy huh?). My shadowing this week has been pretty uneventful. I don’t know why but our office as well as the OT’s office has been dead?! I guess it’s because of spring break and the rainy weather. I don’t know but it sucks. I think I’m going to go insane if I don’t find out about school soon. How long do I have to wait?! It’s been weeks… I need to know. I hate the unknown, and I hate the idea that if I don’t get in I’m going to have to find a job down here. However, the worst news come from this evening, my dad’s not feeling well and as I write this pointless blog he sits in the ER. I feel helpless 90 minutes away, and very alone. I am suffering from some serious depression. What really sucks is normally I’d sit here and eat to alter my mood… but I’m trying to be good. I really do want to lose weight and be healthy. I can’t wait for this shitty week to be over with.