did it
I finally did it. I broke up with Chris yesterday. I have cried until there is nothing left and now I am at my parents house. I feel as though a rug has been pulled from underneath me. I thought we would get married and have children and live a lovely little life. nope. back to the dating game.
in some respects this is a great thing. I plan on doing the following:
- taking up yoga again
- being vegetarian again
- starting a garden
- losing 20 pounds before my trip to Vegas
- learn spanish fluently, not just "kitchen spanish"
so much change in so little time. it's making my head spin compared to the monotony of the life I have been living. this is a good thing. great thing. this will get better. things will get easier.
in some respects this is a great thing. I plan on doing the following:
- taking up yoga again
- being vegetarian again
- starting a garden
- losing 20 pounds before my trip to Vegas
- learn spanish fluently, not just "kitchen spanish"
so much change in so little time. it's making my head spin compared to the monotony of the life I have been living. this is a good thing. great thing. this will get better. things will get easier.