cakes oh my!

[fishbowl_fetish]

just finished a cake for a customer, the first of my new craigslist posting and hopefully the first of many. i have no idea what im doing most of the time but it always seems to work out.

talked to my mom about Chris. it worries me that she thinks for sure him and I will break up and I will have to move in with her again. its not that I havent thought about it its that someone else has seriously thought about it.

its so hard. Ive been meeting so many nice guys. guys that would treat me better, have more in common with, and some are pretty darn cute.

i just keep dragging myself back to the "us" we used to be. and trying to get that back if even for a moment. I hate that I was so in love I couldn't even think straight and now I sit at home worrying he is out getting hurt doing hood rat stuff.

I despise when people I know do coke

I just wish he would try half as hard as I do.

I burned every single letter after your phone call
And I returned every sweater you bought me from the mall
And the tattered pictures I’ve kept deep inside my wall
Let me know that I might not be over you at all...

I love this song. I feel like this about a couple people.