May 02, 2010 18:09
need to fold laundry but fuck that It's my day off. made stew for dinner...wish I could eat it. Chris said he'd be off by 5, therefore I was at his job at 5. makes sense. I waited for a half hour then I drove home...fml. He takes advantage of me so much! sometimes I think he just wants a housemade not a girlfriend! I cook, clean, bring home 3 X the bacon so that he can sit on his ass and play video games..NO WAY JOSE! I deserve better than this but considering I work about 16 hours a day 6 days a week, that isn't looking like an option. It's not like we fight he is just lazy and I don't want to sound needy but, he won't even pay attention to me. for the most part I am ignored like a stupid roommate or a bum. I'm gonna go with the bum.
I hate that I work constantly just to get by. I don't know where my money goes! rent, food, towing fee's this month lol.
my cousin called from his prom because two girls were fighting about him. I miss the simplicity of highschool. You go to school, do some homework, go out on weekends. thats it. not so many bills and coming up with a billion recipes for chef, or waking up at the crack of dawn and going til late late that night only to find out your car has been towed and you haven't been paid yet so you are screwed and left with no money for your fathers bday present let alone mothers day...fvodshfofoshfpoih
anyways im going to precede with drinking mas cerveza. let him take the freaking bus psh