would you like some whine with that cheese?
boy I am a whiny little brat on here. things are better with chris however. I don't know that anything happened...I think I have just started accepting that no one can tell me how relationships are supposed to work. I still kind of want someone to say that we are perfectly normal and in love and that is how we are supposed to act 6+ months living together. today I cleaned the house top to bottom because I start my new job tuesday and it will take up every last bit of my spare time..this is a good thing I promise. I have decided that after turning down a few jobs that would leave me no spare time that this is actually what is best at this point. I have hardly any friends here and work is the only thing that makes me happy. it gives me such a feeling of accomplishment. It gives me social interaction and of course I get to bake all day.
I know I am a pathetic excuse for a 20 year old but I need money REALLY bad. If I didn't have my parents I would be fucked.
the bad news is my eczema is getting a lot worse..it has spread to my forearms and the backs of my legs. its lovely being embarrassed to wear shorts and dresses in the summer. I need to go to the doctor but it is all the way in clinton and it is 30 bucks!!! not to mention any crazy meds she tries this time! how have they not found a cure for this yet! its a fucking rash! and this stuff for my hands is starting not to work its just making my skin so thin that I keep cutting myself. FML
it worries me that at this point chris doesn't know me as well as I thought. I constantly have to tell him to stop or that that I hate this or that.
To this day he still has NEVER gotten me flowers.
well now that im slightly depressed I'm going to take a shower because my monster vacuum heats the house to a million degrees..note to self:never again buy a dirt devil!
I know I am a pathetic excuse for a 20 year old but I need money REALLY bad. If I didn't have my parents I would be fucked.
the bad news is my eczema is getting a lot worse..it has spread to my forearms and the backs of my legs. its lovely being embarrassed to wear shorts and dresses in the summer. I need to go to the doctor but it is all the way in clinton and it is 30 bucks!!! not to mention any crazy meds she tries this time! how have they not found a cure for this yet! its a fucking rash! and this stuff for my hands is starting not to work its just making my skin so thin that I keep cutting myself. FML
it worries me that at this point chris doesn't know me as well as I thought. I constantly have to tell him to stop or that that I hate this or that.
To this day he still has NEVER gotten me flowers.
well now that im slightly depressed I'm going to take a shower because my monster vacuum heats the house to a million degrees..note to self:never again buy a dirt devil!