man im a bitch sometimes....
sooo i did go see chris...and I shouldnt have but we kissed and I let it happen. He still loves me, i love him but im not in love with him. joe still liked me even though I thought he had given up on everything...so I hurt him too yesterday. damn...oh and did I mention I like krystinas brother? he said he liked me too to her the other day so I suppose we will see what happens there. Work is so awesome because I am meeting new people and getting out of this circle of people!! Went to a party with krystina, maureen, and frank last night at dan's (cute guy from work)house. That was fun, lots of pbr (still keeping things classy). ugh but yea I pretty much just feel like a horrible person at this point soooo...guess thats it for now!