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so today should have been lovely. it was for the most part. Chef Trev quit because he is a smart man and this school sucks balls, however he left my class with none other than Giovanni! bum bum bummmmmmm. I cant stand that man, he is SO dumb and he is a horrible teacher! the only "constructive criticism" he can give is "it needs salt!". erg so we did potatoes today in that class it was fun, I worked with Joe. don't get me wrong he is a sweetie pie and a good friend but we just do not work well in the kitchen together!! After class Kim, Kristina, and I went down to south street and explored. Kim even got her nose pierced! When we got back we started talking and that led into some serious discussion where I learned something that I kind of wish I didn't hear. I know I'm probably not in deep shit but I now know there is a definite possibility. I will figure that one out probably when i get back to school Thursday. Chris has been extra nice lately. I told him that when i get back from break I will tell him if we should date again. I know things will just go back to the way they were but its so hard not to date him! I have gotten so used to him being around (key words I'm used to him!) that I have a hard time without him. its good that I have such good friends like Kim and Kristina, they really help. If I really am up shits creek I may just have to go back to him...anyways I cant wait for this weekend and for things to get figured out! so much will be decided. Where I am working this summer, where I am going to school next year, if I am going back to Chris, and something else kind of important that will not be noted here JIC. I just can't wait for this summer when things go back to normal! I hate all this worrying! most of it is indeed my fault but I still think it sucks! anyways I am off to study for a midterm I have tomorrow...