why god whyyy
well I tried to break up with him...but it didn't work. I am so bad at doing things in person. he said he would change and that he loved me..how many times have I heard that one?? anyways I went home with him and met his sister who reminds me of Christina Applegate a little..if she were on crack. Today I have a horrible migraine and decided to fuck all my classes. Blegh. I hate this school. I feel like its elementary school again and I'm faking sick all the time only this time I don't have anyone to convince but myself. I'm getting pretty good at it I think. currently I am reading the new Augustin Burroughs book...its disappointing put next to his first book. To serious and sounds like a 10th graders research paper...in other news I have the best friends a gal could ask for, my friend Kim brought me my fav drink from the pastry shop, and my friend joe continues to worry about me as usual (he worries about everything!) lol. B-moc is still having girl issues, dave is still a drunk, my roomates...emm boy problems enough said! everyone is a mess in other words so I should have nothing to complain about..but I do. I'm spoiled like that. I just want to be home with my family on my farm! is that so much to ask! I worried I would figure out why justin came home every weekend last year...now I know. (apparently philly eats souls?) but in all seriousness I love how the one thing I have tried to escape my whole life is the one thing that now brings me solace in this dumb city...enough ranting my head is pounding...