gettin better?
well i am not of baby...sadly I am still with Chris...grrrr. I don't know why I have such a hard time breaking up with people. I think with him at least its just gotten normal to go to his place everyday and hang out. thats just what we do to. we never kiss...never cuddle...just hang out...I'M FED UP! I want a real boy friend god dammit! I am getting old and I fear I will end up old and alone! lol. In other news I miss home so much. I finally got to see Ali on Saturday among a million other kids from Ryken. We had a good time and I even got to see bear!..oh and get proposed to via puckett? sweet. blegh today I made caramel ice cream and learned of stupid ways to waste your time and money in cost control. I cannot wait for this summer, its gonna rock so hard! lol, I hope to get a job at sticky fingers with mel and visit confluence for at least a week! anyways its late and I have to much red bull in me to be typeing so I will update more later