ugh
i don't know why i'm so aggrivated anymore. my parents are to the point of where i want to leave for school earlier than i already am. this summer wasn't horrible, but it was i guess "the first adult" summer of my life. i worried about work more than i did getting out of the house. another aspect of growing up that i experienced this summer was that people change regardless if i want them to. people get along without you and you need to move on. that was the part of this summer that i really didn't care for. but, who would? if i didn't have a good job at home, i probabaly would have stayed at school for summer. but i don't see the sense in that. i do have a few good friends left. but growing up and growing apart sucks. that's life. i know most of them don't really realize that kinda stuff but i do. and i really don't know what to do about it since i can't prevent crap like this. i just gotta worry about myself i guess. i wonder if this happened to anyone else. hell, i'm sure it has.
this saturday into sunday i'm leaving to go visit bijan up at mansfield. i'm looking forward to that soo much bc i need a break from here. everything's so twisted that i need to get out for a while.
other than that, work is going really well and so is my class. i miss some of the kids from MU.
i need to clear my head.
chao.
this saturday into sunday i'm leaving to go visit bijan up at mansfield. i'm looking forward to that soo much bc i need a break from here. everything's so twisted that i need to get out for a while.
other than that, work is going really well and so is my class. i miss some of the kids from MU.
i need to clear my head.
chao.