its all sinking in
So I decided to start writing in this thing again and put the link back in my profile. The few people who read this are probably anticipating my explanation of the motive behind this decision. Well, I'm sorry folks, I honestly do not know what came over me. Maybe it had something to do with the olives I had for lunch. Haha.
I really just wanted to get some things off my chest. I couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone about them. (Yeah, fine, there is a reason I started writing in this again.) Anyway, I really just want to be back in elementary school again. Don't get me wrong, I'm so psyched for college, but when I was younger things were so much easier. People were more accepting of me, money was no object, boys had cooties, and I had a bad day if it rained and we had indoor recess. I know my life is only going to get harder, and these are "the best years of my life," but I just can't seem to live them to the fullest and enjoy myself. There must be something wrong with me. Maybe I'm too practical, logical, pesimistic. I don't know, you tell me fellow young people. LOL. Am I the only one who ever feels like this? Is it just the monotony of life finally getting to me?
I really just wanted to get some things off my chest. I couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone about them. (Yeah, fine, there is a reason I started writing in this again.) Anyway, I really just want to be back in elementary school again. Don't get me wrong, I'm so psyched for college, but when I was younger things were so much easier. People were more accepting of me, money was no object, boys had cooties, and I had a bad day if it rained and we had indoor recess. I know my life is only going to get harder, and these are "the best years of my life," but I just can't seem to live them to the fullest and enjoy myself. There must be something wrong with me. Maybe I'm too practical, logical, pesimistic. I don't know, you tell me fellow young people. LOL. Am I the only one who ever feels like this? Is it just the monotony of life finally getting to me?