Feb 06, 2005 22:14
How is it a person can put on a face and act as though nothing is wrong when they are fucking stabbing you in the back...it just makes you think...I mean I really want to change who I am I wish I could take back things I have done and start over but its hard to...I'm too fucking understanding, I would forgive you if you fucking stabbed me in the heart but not everyone is like that...I just wish I could take back all the things I've done that hurt people...
I wish it didn't hurt,
I wish I didn't get used,
I wish I didn't do this,
I wish I didn't get abused,
I wish I could make it alright,
I wish I never said those things,
I wish I could hold back the tears,
I wish we didn't fight,
I wish you loved me,
I wish you cared,
I wish I loved me,
I wish I could become...More than me...
Charish it...every moment, every kiss, hug, fight, late night, talks, walks...everything because you'll neven know how much you cared until its gone...But as they say If you love something set it free and if it comes back its your's and if it dosn't it never was...I just have hope left...I hope seting it free shows I care. I'm sorry...I'm so fucking sorry!