Pity Party
Today I am having a pity party for myself. I don't know why I am being like this.
It all started when my friend called to tell me that a friend of our's dad died. Her dad is 81 so no surprise there. But the thing that sucks is that he was outside doing yardwork and stuff and then didn't feel well and thought he had the flu but went to the hospital and he died that night. They revived him twice and the third time they just let him go. It brings up so many bad things for me. So that started me in this funk.
Then later today I find out a girl at work is pregnant. She is 23 (only a month older than me), is married, and has a house and dogs. Where as I am happy for her, I am super mad/depressed that she is preggo! Why should I feel this way??? I am just so sad that she is in the spot where I want to be so badly. I just feel like if we still lived in Michigan that our lives would be more on track then where we are right now. Who knows...
Well that is about it. Good luck to Sarah on her diet!
It all started when my friend called to tell me that a friend of our's dad died. Her dad is 81 so no surprise there. But the thing that sucks is that he was outside doing yardwork and stuff and then didn't feel well and thought he had the flu but went to the hospital and he died that night. They revived him twice and the third time they just let him go. It brings up so many bad things for me. So that started me in this funk.
Then later today I find out a girl at work is pregnant. She is 23 (only a month older than me), is married, and has a house and dogs. Where as I am happy for her, I am super mad/depressed that she is preggo! Why should I feel this way??? I am just so sad that she is in the spot where I want to be so badly. I just feel like if we still lived in Michigan that our lives would be more on track then where we are right now. Who knows...
Well that is about it. Good luck to Sarah on her diet!