wow been awhile
its been awhile since my last update cause I havent gotten out of the house except for family activities that were forced upon me and going to sydneys. Well...it didnt count as going to syds cause we went to a movie so... It was great fun, I wish I could do it more often (and I can) but I never have motivation to pick up the phone and call her. Im afraid of something....I think I know what it is but im not ready to submit myself to that kind of sanity. Im waiting out a few more days before I decide my course of action.
In other news, still waiting for the court date that will decide who I live with. of course, I am set on staying with my mom so if the jury decides to be a bitch and not let me, Im ignoring them and staying with her anyways. I dont want to leave my dad forever! just I dont want to see him every other week. How bout a few dinners a week? maybe every tuesday and thursday? and for holidays, I can choose. ME!!! I CHOOSE WHERE I GO FOR HOLIDAYS NO ONE ELSE! NOT SOME FUCKING IDIOT IN A ROBE AND POWDERED WIG!!! O.o *sigh* but I cant let anger do that to me. I have to stay calm headed because if I act like an immature depressed teen, thats how they'll treat me. Not that they treat me otherwise now, but hey...I can dream cant I?
My school situation is on a down slide...Average grades...
Music Appreciation - A
World History - C-
Biology - C+ (I think a B now but shes crazy with her grading posts)
My history teacher is a total, and I say this with complete confidence, jackass. He's got no soul, no smile, no sense of humor. The only time he even has a slightly fun related thought, is when one of his students does something stupid. He gets a kick out of seeing us suffer. And im not saying this because I dislike the man, It's true. I try to cut him some slack but...come on!!!
Musicis fun, but I wish we'd actually do something. He comes into class late, only listens to songs he likes or composed (which is usually drum-line or school band) and he puts down any other type of music a kid brings in. That is, of course, unless the kid is his lapdog. He plays total favoritism.
Biology is fun. I like the teacher, shes slightly afraid of that and I feel bad for freaking her out. I was just really bored and me and my friends had a funny convo about some emos... it was in my head! hahaha...anyways...
Otherwise I'm fine. Lifes good for me...I'd change a lot but since I cant change what I want, I leave it alone. WoW has been a good therapy for me although im taking it a little to far. My sleep patternis way out of wack. Im always tired to the point of falling asleep while eating (it was hilarious) and my eye sight has digressed. I have no motivation to get out and do physical activities like I used to andIve had interesting thoughts of major life changes... I wont post them here until im absolutly sure that I know what I want.
haha anyways thats the end of my depressing rant. Sorry if I got you down. but if you arent! Yay! :D love you all unless I hate you ^_^
byeeez
In other news, still waiting for the court date that will decide who I live with. of course, I am set on staying with my mom so if the jury decides to be a bitch and not let me, Im ignoring them and staying with her anyways. I dont want to leave my dad forever! just I dont want to see him every other week. How bout a few dinners a week? maybe every tuesday and thursday? and for holidays, I can choose. ME!!! I CHOOSE WHERE I GO FOR HOLIDAYS NO ONE ELSE! NOT SOME FUCKING IDIOT IN A ROBE AND POWDERED WIG!!! O.o *sigh* but I cant let anger do that to me. I have to stay calm headed because if I act like an immature depressed teen, thats how they'll treat me. Not that they treat me otherwise now, but hey...I can dream cant I?
My school situation is on a down slide...Average grades...
Music Appreciation - A
World History - C-
Biology - C+ (I think a B now but shes crazy with her grading posts)
My history teacher is a total, and I say this with complete confidence, jackass. He's got no soul, no smile, no sense of humor. The only time he even has a slightly fun related thought, is when one of his students does something stupid. He gets a kick out of seeing us suffer. And im not saying this because I dislike the man, It's true. I try to cut him some slack but...come on!!!
Musicis fun, but I wish we'd actually do something. He comes into class late, only listens to songs he likes or composed (which is usually drum-line or school band) and he puts down any other type of music a kid brings in. That is, of course, unless the kid is his lapdog. He plays total favoritism.
Biology is fun. I like the teacher, shes slightly afraid of that and I feel bad for freaking her out. I was just really bored and me and my friends had a funny convo about some emos... it was in my head! hahaha...anyways...
Otherwise I'm fine. Lifes good for me...I'd change a lot but since I cant change what I want, I leave it alone. WoW has been a good therapy for me although im taking it a little to far. My sleep patternis way out of wack. Im always tired to the point of falling asleep while eating (it was hilarious) and my eye sight has digressed. I have no motivation to get out and do physical activities like I used to andIve had interesting thoughts of major life changes... I wont post them here until im absolutly sure that I know what I want.
haha anyways thats the end of my depressing rant. Sorry if I got you down. but if you arent! Yay! :D love you all unless I hate you ^_^
byeeez