The last one???
so i think this may be my last entry here. i don't really get into it much anymore. i don't care for people reading about me, i don't care to hear what others have to say about my life i guess. this is just me being stressed out. no worries anyone.i think the root of my stress is one of my dear friends. i tell myself i am over you, and i often times feel that way, but i don't need "the new one" thrown in my face. even though, i feel i have moved on, it still hurts to see you....all about "the new one" you know what i mean? and i love hanging out with you, its so much fun, but sometimes it hurts to hear you talk of this person....a lot. but oh well. life goes on right? i have put up a guard for a short time now, but its not working for me. i speak of this person in my life in hopes it will bother you like yours bothers me, but who am i trying to kid? it doesn't. so anyway, in short, i am glad were friends, but things are complicated, and im learning to control my feelings. bear with me, im trying, and no one ever said that even trying was easy.