Mar 27, 2007 23:45
i dont know what it is lately, ok maybe the gray hairs i found, but i am thinking about getting old alot. its bumming me out. suppose i thought i'd be in a better position than i am. what do i have to blame? just an old dog chasing its tail.
i think i saw myself as a single older gal but when i realize i am a single older gal its sort of scary. my mom had 2 kids in middle school when she was my age and i still act a fool. when i was in college i was about 2-3 years younger than my cohorts and now its the other way around.
i hate that years are getting faster and faster. i remember when summer breaks seemed decades long. i should see my family more than i do. what a weird funk.
i spend too much time traffic.