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Nov 15, 2005 17:54


I feel ALOT better... still sad most of the time, but I smiled today and truely meant it. I've gotten hugs from three very special people, who are quite nice at hugging.

Then, I found out I'm going to Beth El in Shalom Park for a thanksgiving service. It's supposed to be a baptist rabbi mashup. If it worked for JayZ and LinkinPark... I can only imagine what happens when jesus and... umm yahweh are brought into it.

My chem teacher is crazy. I handed in an assignment with something extra attached to it... she gave me back the extra part saying "you need to do the other thing" then i realized i did hand it in right when i left class. so i guess i'll talk to her tomorrow.

and secondly, i dont see how some people can be so ungrateful. seriously, i wake up and i'm just happy to be alive. and its horrible that something shitty has to happen in order for your eyes to be opened. all of a sudden, i dont think that those immature little jokes that i used to rofwl over are funny anymore. i dont think its a big deal if i dont get invited to a party (especially if its someone i dont even know). i dont think its justified to talk about "how bad you have it" over something like a broken finger nail. i dont think its a big deal to be single. i dont care about being pretty anymore and looking nice for everyone who i wont know in ten years. i dont care about IB but i'm forcing myself to stay in it until i do care. i dont care about band or music as much as i used to. i dont care about being the best. i dont know how people can say "ooo i did better than you". the only thing i care about is being happy.  i dont know, i just feel like a new person....

and by the way, the number 1 huggers are daniel (of course), cole and trent.
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