Nov 07, 2004 21:58
Ok so this is an add for a noose... if anyone has one please send it over this way... it appears you havent gathered the balls to use it and i just about have no hope left so i have nothing to fear im at the bottom of the hill so why worrie about lifes little pathetic excuses for happyness? Right when i thought things couldnt get worse... well they did... and im not even going to say anything about it in here... If you even care then you'll ask because u care or just do it out of pitty. So I quit... I just fucking QUIT.... YOU HEAR THAT I FUCKING QUIT... Apparently i have a shitty personality... and now i know its true... ive heard it enough from more than one person.... dont even try to say anything... its not going to help.... I mean seriously when was the last time we hung out? Or have we ever hung out.. when was the last time you ever thought of confiding anything in me? How about this... when was the last time you fucked me over?... When was the last time you used me for something? Think about it hard... So when you refer to me... am i a friend or an aquaintance? Yeh its ok to admit it... even if the truth sucks for me...
Oh and this excludes some of you....esp the 2 or 3 that have really been there for me who i have kinda shut out...