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Ever had one of those days where you feel like you could knock anyones head off? Well its been one of those for me. So i was ok pretty much up until work. I went to school.. slept a lot in class as usual. Came home... did nothing for an hour then went to work. Work was fine until 6:30ish... i just got all depressed and the fact that Chelsea was working in the kiosk across the play area didnt help. So I was kinda depressed, angry and annoyed... that was cool.. Then i had to deal w/ a shitty customer and re-make her smoothie when it was her fault that she ordered a gross smoothie... So then i go to the back to put shit away... Chelsea was in the hallway going back to her kiosk. I could have walked by her and she wouldnt have said a word... But i said hi. and i got a quiet hi from her too... Its really shitty how fast you can go from talking on the phone all the time to not talking at all and just awkwardness. Whatever... Who was i kidding anyways... Shit never works out for me... i'll just have to be hopeless for another year till i find someone to fuck me over again. Ok so since i started dating i had long relationships... 6 months, 10 months, 6months, then 2 months... and well its been over a year since that two month one and that wasnt even that long. I think im just going to give up on relationships... It seems that every time I think i found something, it just finds a way to fall apart. Hah the one i really miss though is Sam... We had some of the funnest times and never really faught... I think i may have bored her sometimes but im kind of a boring person... Good times... Wish I still talked to her and that there was a way to get back together w/ her. She probably doesnt ever think of me anyways... oh well... this is life... time to move on.... BUSH IS WINNING... Fuck all you bastards that could but didnt vote... If he wins I HATE YOU ALL!!! why dont you just make my day worse?