Feb 02, 2005 14:48
So another one bites the dust.... life is sucha shitty maze! Ok I smoke ciggarets, i smoke pot every once in a while! So hate me for it!!! Go ahead really... Ok so I actually wanted to be friends thinking ok this will be cool whatever. We hung out for a little time... then u know who wanted u back.... so what, you stoped having time to hang out w/ me... and every tim ei tried to see if you wanted to do something your too busy... and wait when was hte last time u called me and asked me if i wanted to hang out or go do something?... oh... wait thats never happened... its wierd because all my other friends seem to have time to talk to me when im down and same here... odd too because i go to school and have three jobs.... and yet i stil find time for my friends... If you just dont want to be a friend and be there for me then fuckin just say it because if would deffinately put an end to my confusion.. and it was this way before the smoking... so whats your explanation?... I thought u were better than that... in fact i know you are... what happened? And if you want to give me shit for making shitty choices look at your life.... I told you soo many times that a guy that makes you cry isnt worth your tears and yet you made the choice to go after him time and time again... so dont give me shit about shitty choices.... im out im too mad for this shit