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[firstslowdance]

Its a conundrum,
that makes me want to run...
far away from thee,
because as far as I can see,
you don't put any effort in.
and living life like this is truly a sin.
there goes my youth,
there goes my couth.
No immaculate light to run to,
No silver lining to run through.
As much as I would like to run away,
for some reason I want to stay...
this shit is crazy,
maybe I'm just crazy.
You say you want me,
but I desire more than you could ever see.
you'll never know,
how much how much I love you so.
And you don't even want to know,
you like to stay complacent though.
I am already used to that shit,
and right now that's not something I can deal with.
You can't give me your all,
I can't give you my all,
which one will be the first to fall.
that's the one that will have their heart left to the dust,
while the other one is giving it to the rest of us.
Maybe not in this life time,
maybe in the back of my mind,
you'll be mine, truly be mine.