mark used to say that my brain was doing backflips
i feel scattered
i feel like im going in 10,000 directions- but that is nothing new
ashley left yesterday
i cried a little at the airport-especially when jake called- but i cried alot harder when i was alone in my room.
so many tears have fallen within the boundaries of those four walls you'd think that i would have drowned by now
oh wait...
i did
i still like him- but i have a feeling it isnt going anywhere
*and she looks in the mirror wiping away her smeared mascara and says "im so stupid"*
so many things i want to say-so mnay words on my tongue and in my mind
so little energy to want to do that
my big brother is coming home for the weekend- maybe that will make things better
*its so close, but youre so far away*
i feel like im going in 10,000 directions- but that is nothing new
ashley left yesterday
i cried a little at the airport-especially when jake called- but i cried alot harder when i was alone in my room.
so many tears have fallen within the boundaries of those four walls you'd think that i would have drowned by now
oh wait...
i did
i still like him- but i have a feeling it isnt going anywhere
*and she looks in the mirror wiping away her smeared mascara and says "im so stupid"*
so many things i want to say-so mnay words on my tongue and in my mind
so little energy to want to do that
my big brother is coming home for the weekend- maybe that will make things better
*its so close, but youre so far away*