I need a vacation from my vacation

Aug 11, 2005 13:37

Well, things have been pretty insane since we moved into the new house. There is always sooooo much to do and never enough time to do it all. BUT, I am loving having my own house!!!

We just took a nice trip to Disney...yeah yeah I know we just went in April...oh yeah and in November but we are nuts...it was a fun trip! Tough though...lots of people trying to coordinate time together and everyone had different ideas about what to do and when to do it. Makes for a difficult time, someone's feelings are bound to get hurt. Mine certainly did...course there really was no controlling that, I had to deal with my children and as a result didn't get to go out late like the rest of them...Needless to say I sat in the room and kept myself company with my tears quite a few times on the trip. I just wish that the people I was with could understand what its like to get left out all the time...I guess I should have spoken up for myself.

I'm trying to get my life unpacked...and live at the same time...sometimes I get so overwhelmed by the whole thing that I just want to sit down and cry...but somehow I manage to keep going and get a bit more done. I can't believe how much stuff we have accumulated over the course of 10 years...gotta figure out a way to put away what we need and want to keep and get rid of the rest of it!

And then of course there is the fact that school starts in like 2 and a half weeks. I'm not sure that I'm ready to go back to work full time, continue to unpack and get settled and be a mommy.......
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