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I can't remember having ever wanted to cry so many times in one day, but at least the majority of it was from happiness or pride.
I can't even try to express how proud I am of you, class of '05. Especially Sammy, because he has been one of my best friends for the past 7 years and I think about us playing hide and seek at Freddy and Steven's back in the day and generally causin a ruckus and now we're all grown up and going off to college and it just blows my mind. We moved here the same year and always lived 30 seconds away but now he's gonna be off in Fayetteville... I am going to miss him so much. I look up to him so much and I know I'm gonna be lost without him for awhile.
But anyway, I made it through the entire day without crying 'cause I'm not wearing waterproof mascara, and now I'm gonna let all these emotions out. I thought I was going to cry and vomit throughout our entire concert and now that the day is over, I feel amazing. I went crazy for a little bit today, but I've made it all the way back to life being perfect. Regardless of all the drama, the AP test, and various emotions fighting for superiority, it was the best day I've had in awhile. I'm still trying to process some of it.
On a final note, you'd think that if you dated someone for 2 years you would recognize their number on your phone bill rather than "having to call it" to figure out who they were. MMM. Good thing I don't care anymore, otherwise I'd be mad.
I can't even try to express how proud I am of you, class of '05. Especially Sammy, because he has been one of my best friends for the past 7 years and I think about us playing hide and seek at Freddy and Steven's back in the day and generally causin a ruckus and now we're all grown up and going off to college and it just blows my mind. We moved here the same year and always lived 30 seconds away but now he's gonna be off in Fayetteville... I am going to miss him so much. I look up to him so much and I know I'm gonna be lost without him for awhile.
But anyway, I made it through the entire day without crying 'cause I'm not wearing waterproof mascara, and now I'm gonna let all these emotions out. I thought I was going to cry and vomit throughout our entire concert and now that the day is over, I feel amazing. I went crazy for a little bit today, but I've made it all the way back to life being perfect. Regardless of all the drama, the AP test, and various emotions fighting for superiority, it was the best day I've had in awhile. I'm still trying to process some of it.
On a final note, you'd think that if you dated someone for 2 years you would recognize their number on your phone bill rather than "having to call it" to figure out who they were. MMM. Good thing I don't care anymore, otherwise I'd be mad.