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Jan 04, 2005 20:26

So this is how I feel,

Ina nutshell thatis;;

I cant stand school, I cant stand the people at my school, I cant stand the smell of it, the teachers, or the soda for goodness sake. I want to drop out, but I can't and I was lucky enough to come home at 10:00 and sleep till 3. I hate school, I hate being tired and I hate hate hate my classes.

What else? Friends are what they were back in the day, I want to play Barbies still and I want to fight over who gets the pink pumps, I don't want to feel like shit and I don't want to be responsible. I just I just want to be 6 again.

Pfft, and I don't want to like boys, In fact I wish I hated them, and I wish that they didn't make me feel any different than I make myself feel. I hate thinking they're cute and I hate how I feel when I'm around them. They should all just disappear into the mud, or something.

yeah mud sounds nice.
BYE

Pfft and I feel like the only person thing I can talk to is my mofuckin dog, yeah wanna know why? because she listens, for the most part. & she doesn't make me feel dumb, except when I wanna snuggle and she doesn't.

I guess I just want someone to ask me how I'm doing, I guess I'm selfish.

Justshutup.
& don't tell me youcare.
liarliarliar.

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