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Errrrrrgh. I am not happy. My cousin Jesse made plans to meet with my cousin stephanie somewhere in cartersville, and I was invited. However, I was not told i was invited until an hour beforehand. He had invited us to a CiCi's pizza before a football game between his team and Stephanie's team, wherein my cousin Stephanie is going to be playing in the band. Origanally, he had planned to abduct me and take me to his house for a "movie night," which we had discussed yesterday, and I had no idea would be today. I had told him then I would have to ask my parents, and at that point (Thursday) I had no knowledge of the football game. So I come home today, and my mother is asking me a million things, like "Why did you leave Stephanie out? Didn't we say no more movie nights? (The last two movie nights had been unsuccessful and stressful)When were you going to tell us about all this?" I of course have no idea what she is talking about. Through calling my cousins I find out their plans, and they invite me to CiCi's pizza. I tell them no, that it I was informed too late. My father hears me turn down their request and offers to take me there. Happy to hear I will see my cousins, I am shot like a jet form my high as my mother starts yelling at my father for offering this. I have no idea why she is mad at me, and apparently she blames me. All i knew was that we couldn't do movie nights at MY house, I had thought it was alright to do it at Jesse's. Even so, she says that I planned this all, and blames me for the movie night planning on Jesse's part. Then, after she has thoroughly made sure that I feel like I am the one thing she hates most, she tells me that I need to include them in my plans. I feel miserable. I was blamed for the ill planning on my cousins part and the failure of him to notify me of his bad plans. I wish I could be there for my cousin Stephanie, but after I retreated to my room my mom called me back up and tells me Stephanie really wishes I would be there. I am now miserable and confused, becuase she just denied me access to meet them. I ask her what she wants me to do, and she simply sighs, massages her face, and walks away. I feel miserable. Please someone tell me what a good time they had today, it may help cheer me up.