Okay, first of all, i survived Christmas! Second, it was hard. I had to meet my mother for something and i didn't see her for a couple of months. My mom kicked me out of the house when i was 15, almost two years ago. I remember that i slept near the trainstation for almost 4 days. Anyway, we don't speak each other much cause her boyfriend creeps the fuck out of me. He forces her to do things against the law and used her for her money. Talking about money, one of the reasons my mom and i don't talk anymore is cause she spend the money i had on stupid,fucking shit things. I had 1000 euro saved up for my trip to Russia. That was all gone.
But life is kind.
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My breakfast. It didn't fill.
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I had this record since i was 12, i can't life without it.