guten tag!
okay... so how about i go to the mall to try on dresses for my best friends wedding. (oh yeah...the friend i had posted about before...the one who's getting married, didn't want me to be a part b/c i expressed my concern for her relationship...she just now asked me to be in it). okay...so i go to try on these gorgeeeeous red, satin dresses at jessica mcclintock. they're strapless with a wide, black ribbon around the waist, and poof out and come to the knees. and my favorite part...the black netty material (tool) sticking out at the bottom. they are fabulous. and she wants us to wear these black ballerina looking shoes with a ribbon lacing up our calves. by the way...she's sort of a gothic style gal when it comes to attire, so this is appropriate for her. and it's not offensive or too much. its actually pretty elegant. ANYWAYS, i digress...my main point was that i tried on these dresses and not to my surprise i had to go up a dress size from what i wore in highschool. and let me just express how i absolutely cannot stand my breasts...they get in the way...they really do. the dress zipped all the way up to the boob area...ugh. anyways...they were out of my size and had to order it from the warehouse. they said they may not be able to find it...so...i'll have to either a) lose weight b) purchase a full body super duper girdle to suck in my boobs c)get the size smaller and get it taken out a little. my friend was sort of stressed about it...i could tell. it's funny... in highschool i was a late bloomer, and all i could remember thinking was "man...i want boobs..." i mean it was embarrassing when these people would come behind you to pop your bra strap infront of everyone and say the whole "north ...south ...EQUATOR!!...umm ...where is your equator?" haha...and i'd be like..."umm...i forgot to wear it...shut up..." that was like in jr. high actually...but i had this ideal size i wanted to be...and now my ideal size is way different. okay...enough of my little booby tyrades. now time to study for my first german test. Tschus!!