Aug 07, 2005 23:35
today was a good day. i think i did good today. there has been this ridiculously stupid thing on my mind every morning when i wake up. it takes over my head and controls the rest of the day. that, by the way, really really sucks. i let it control way too much of my thought process. instead of rejoicing i dwell on this certain thing. i suppose i can take life one day at a time instead of trying to plan the whole week of how i will feel and act.
i adore jeff buckley and his amazing voice. it's unfortunate that he's gone. i hear there is a movie coming out about his and his father, tim buckley's life. i will definitely see it.
i miss my sisters. i miss my mother more than it seems. i miss having one for that matter. im sorry...but a few occasional phone conversations does not constitute a "good" relationship. i miss my father who is always away at his girlfriend's. and i know it sounds trite...but i miss being a little girl.
i love my honey love, a.k.a. bradley.