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I love that every time we make out it feels like the first time.
work was a big asshole today. i felt like crying many times. i'm sorry job...i have nothing left to give. the only reason i'm still with you is because i have no other choice at the moment. so i wait...and it sucks. i actually got an attitude with this girl today. and i'm not sure if i'm being rude or if i'm just checking to make sure that i'm still real instead of this robot that's programmed to smile incessantly while saying "how are you?" as a social lubricant. i found out today that my patience does run out.
this guy who looked about 30 came up to guest service to buy some star wars figures. he said "wow...you are a lifer, aren't ya...you've been here for what...five years?" i flashed a quick smile and replied "two years...too long". he forced a chuckle.i was going to tell him in school for something...but i thought it would be useless. retail can be a great job for many people. all my managers have a degree in business. it's just not for me. i want...more spontaneity. i really don't want to compromise my interests for money. i hate money.
work was a big asshole today. i felt like crying many times. i'm sorry job...i have nothing left to give. the only reason i'm still with you is because i have no other choice at the moment. so i wait...and it sucks. i actually got an attitude with this girl today. and i'm not sure if i'm being rude or if i'm just checking to make sure that i'm still real instead of this robot that's programmed to smile incessantly while saying "how are you?" as a social lubricant. i found out today that my patience does run out.
this guy who looked about 30 came up to guest service to buy some star wars figures. he said "wow...you are a lifer, aren't ya...you've been here for what...five years?" i flashed a quick smile and replied "two years...too long". he forced a chuckle.i was going to tell him in school for something...but i thought it would be useless. retail can be a great job for many people. all my managers have a degree in business. it's just not for me. i want...more spontaneity. i really don't want to compromise my interests for money. i hate money.