Jun 09, 2008 19:07
Well...
Every single plan I had for the summer hasn't worked out.
I'm stuck with a job where I work 43 hours a week, almost all afternoon shifts, and always on both saturday and sunday. Schedule flexibility isn't anywhere close to what it was last year. As a result, I won't be able to make most of my baseball games. I'm not going to get to do anything fun other than hanging out around Novi because of work. I wanted an internship, or a job with even halfway decent hours. It took me over a month to find A job. I had one option. I had to take it.
Physics is a pain in the ass. I wasn't planning on that.
The doc thinks I have some sort of ADD.
Only a few close friends still care about me.
I've been lied to by a ton of people. Those 'I have to lie to make you feel better" kind of lies. The ones that only end up hurting more after one realises they're lies.
I don't understand why I seem to scare people away. Someone please tell me.