theres a song in my head

Oct 04, 2004 10:48

and someone else in my bed ( Read more... )

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monkeysarefun October 4 2004, 19:52:38 UTC
wow. i know... im really actually pretty disappointed with her too... like, she called me on sunday and was talking about you not being there anymore, and i was like, 'dont you even care?' and apparently, there is nothing important in her life anymore. now this whole molly thing, i cant believe that. finding this out makes me even madder. like, i cant describe to you how much this upsets me. and you know whats even better? right now, i feel completely alone. i mean, i have like a million friends here, but i dont talk to them about anything. i have nobody real here. except max and danny. but, its like, i just feel pretty abandoned, and i can only imagine that for you, its completely amplified. like, it seems like she doesnt even try to talk to you. its just like, what the fuck. it was like my theory that ive had all my life about her has been proven true. you know the one im talking about.

when she and mike came to visit me, all we did was go to a few stores, and have the next day. they didnt care about hanging out with me that much obviously, which didnt bother me. so i was like, ok well ill see you tomorrow. i got so drunk, and didnt sleep at all, and the next morning when we went to breakfast with devin, i was still kind of drunk, and i could tell devin was too. it was pretty cool.

well man, when i come home for thanksgiving, we should hang out... it will be weird without you there. but then again, i will probably be home alone the whole time anyway. right now, i am contemplating not even coming home, especially if its going to be like that. i could always just go somewhere by myself for thanksgiving, or go somewhere with a friend. i mean, the few people that i would want to see... i dont think they would care about seeing me anymore. lots of people talk about how they miss people and stuff, and miss their home. its like i have nothing to miss. except for you of course. but anyway. call me sometime. (509)333-1358
♥ bryce

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first_rule October 5 2004, 07:34:31 UTC
dude, you need to come home for thanksgiving. so we can do something cool. or something. yea i feel like everything is fleeting in life except knowledge. without a girlfriend i look at girls differently. i guess they look at me differently too. mom wants to have dinner with me once a week, so im doing that with her tonight, i wonder if mike is going to be there too. wonder what shell make, if anything.

im glad i like school so much, if i didnt, i would be fucked

k

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monkeysarefun October 5 2004, 10:47:34 UTC
hey, i am coming to the seattle/ fife area this weekend. we should hang out. since you are having to give mom your/ my old cell phone back and getting a new one, i convinced her to give it to me too, so i need to pick that shit up. but anyway, i will be at my buddy max's house. so i should get directions and we can hang out on like saturday or something. i really want to talk to you about some stuff too.

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