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[first_of_four08]

trapped inside
this fire burns
but it cannot penetrate my skin

my frail bones ache
used and weary
like the lonley tracks
of an abondoned train

marry me or run away
i cant stand this world
but they say nothings fair in love, in war
why wont you just tell me
what im supposed to do

then make me
find away to carry out this plan
im tired of searching for an answer
the will will make me love you
i just have to accept
that i am meant to live
the hard way

take a chance
that's what the voice of wisdom
tells me
im not ready to take that kind of chance

im too attached
couldnt react
if your answer was no

i want to trust that everything will be fine
i guess i dont want to have to live
through that transition

but why am i so afraid?
ive been so convinced that this was meant to be
so why cant i confirm that
what i think is right
isnt the wrong i dread?

help me find a way
tell me that today will be a better day