Bit Profound...I dunno
So I haven't written a proper Live Journal entry for awhile so I thought I might trickle out an entry for those who still read this.
At the moment I feel like I'm floating in a dream that you don't want to exist. It's the dream-like state I get into when you hear about a death, I'm sure other people do too. Especially when it's a tragedy that took people before their time. I guess that when anyone dies someone thinks that they are taken before their time...
It's strange but reality I guess.
Gotta remember though when there is death there is life. Gotta keep thinking of the positives, know that you are living and breathing. I always think it's a waste of living when people concentrate on the negatives. I know that it's hard not to sometimes but I think that remembering that you have such a short time on this Earth to live is a good enough reason to try.
I'm pretty happy in my life just now. I've got some real good mates that I can talk to and hang out with which is always a plus when you have company.
Of course, there are always gonna be things that get me down and things that should but don't. Like people saying things about me, or rumours behind my back...I don't really care about that stuff anymore because people have always spread things about me since like 1st year so you get used to it and you get used to shrugging it off. As long as you know the truth it shouldn't matter what other people believe.
I've made a few mistakes recently which I wish I could erase from reality, if that's too difficult, then at least my memory. Unfortunately your brain tends to remember the really bad things because so many emotions are tied to them. I don't try to let them get me down, what's the point when you can't change it?
You know, I spend all of yesterday afternoon lying on my bedroom floor, staring at the ceiling and just listening to music. It's the most peace I have felt in a long time. Of course, I felt all spaced out afterwards and that took ages to subside. It resulted in Ross being royally freaked out by my theory that flies carry about tiny little pennies. Was funny though.
Has anyone else noticed the sky recently? Like at 3am the sky is absolutely breath-taking the last few nights. I've taken several pictures but don't know how they have turned out. I love it. I walked home last night at half two and it was amazing.
Anyway, I think I've rambled about random things for enough space,
Until next time,
always smile
and keep your chin up no matter who tries to bring you down
Lorna
xxx
At the moment I feel like I'm floating in a dream that you don't want to exist. It's the dream-like state I get into when you hear about a death, I'm sure other people do too. Especially when it's a tragedy that took people before their time. I guess that when anyone dies someone thinks that they are taken before their time...
It's strange but reality I guess.
Gotta remember though when there is death there is life. Gotta keep thinking of the positives, know that you are living and breathing. I always think it's a waste of living when people concentrate on the negatives. I know that it's hard not to sometimes but I think that remembering that you have such a short time on this Earth to live is a good enough reason to try.
I'm pretty happy in my life just now. I've got some real good mates that I can talk to and hang out with which is always a plus when you have company.
Of course, there are always gonna be things that get me down and things that should but don't. Like people saying things about me, or rumours behind my back...I don't really care about that stuff anymore because people have always spread things about me since like 1st year so you get used to it and you get used to shrugging it off. As long as you know the truth it shouldn't matter what other people believe.
I've made a few mistakes recently which I wish I could erase from reality, if that's too difficult, then at least my memory. Unfortunately your brain tends to remember the really bad things because so many emotions are tied to them. I don't try to let them get me down, what's the point when you can't change it?
You know, I spend all of yesterday afternoon lying on my bedroom floor, staring at the ceiling and just listening to music. It's the most peace I have felt in a long time. Of course, I felt all spaced out afterwards and that took ages to subside. It resulted in Ross being royally freaked out by my theory that flies carry about tiny little pennies. Was funny though.
Has anyone else noticed the sky recently? Like at 3am the sky is absolutely breath-taking the last few nights. I've taken several pictures but don't know how they have turned out. I love it. I walked home last night at half two and it was amazing.
Anyway, I think I've rambled about random things for enough space,
Until next time,
always smile
and keep your chin up no matter who tries to bring you down
Lorna
xxx